sick n sewing.

What do you do when your home sick on a Saturday with nothing to do? Well im already caught up with all my tv shows and eating anything would just make me throw up, sooooo I sewed Kar Demi her Halloween costume. (finally) She wanted to be an indian and told me to make her something, and i kept forgetting. but i finally remembered and just in time. Thoughts?

Choices.

Finally finished my art project. Pls watch and comment, hope this is encouraging. :)

p.s. srry for the crappy sound quality.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEROasOTKtY



I kno what's good, I know what's best
But my heart just wont rest
It keeps on feedin me lies
Even with my hardest tries
I cant change, I cant move
But a path I gotta choose
Theres one wide, straight and clear
and the car I'd get to steer
Then one skinny and rough
my heart whispers, "thats to tough"
But in the car a man I see
He says, "come follow me"
His body is beaten and worn
and His hands are all torn

He grips the steering wheel and says, "You gotta trust me"
I turn my face in doubt, "But Father, what if I cant see?"

Then I see a load in the back
its the faith that I lack
and the anger and doubt
that Id rather live without.
He takes it for me,
so that I can be clean
So I hop in the shotgun
knowing its nothing that I've done.
God pls drive my life, however you choose
Im giving it to you, or this battle Ima loose.
You kno what is best.
In your will I will rest.

questions and answers.

couldn't fall asleep so i started writing... hope this encourages :)

Do I need fame? Fortune?
Of Independence, a bigger portion?
What will bring happiness, what satisfies?
What if what I've believed all along is just lies?
Is what I have not enough?
Do I need more clothes, more stuff?
If I were thinner, would the world love me' more?
Maybe if I wore more clothes from that store?
Is my popularity lacking?
My personality slacking?
Do relationships save?
From a life that's depraved?
Does love really last?
Or does this perfectness pass?
If worldly satisfaction I seek,
Will lasting happiness I meet?
If follow the rebellious path,
Would I really face wrath?
Would acceptance come, if I were more like her or him?
Is it really all tht bad, my 'wretched' sin?

As these questions sneak in my mind,
I grope for the TRUTH, Gods word I find
He opposes the proud, and gives grace to the humble (James 4:6)
No longer over this doubt do I stumble
It says joy is in The Lord, not the world and it's pleasures
In Gods place is splendor, His everlasting treasures (1st chron 16:25-27)
The only truth is in Gods word (psalm 119:160)
The WORLD tells the lies, all the crap tht I heard
Beauty doesn't last, and bodily forms pass,
But fearing the Lord is what's to be grasped (proverbs 31:30)
God says to dress with humility (1st Peter 5:5)
Fashion is temporary I now see
Popularity is vain,
All lust leaves is pain
Ur life will be incomplete, full if holes
Cus only GOD satisfies the longing soul (psalms 107:9)
As for my sins they're so bad, God can't even look
Yet he died a painful death, and all of them He took
Anger, jealousy, pridefulness, and lying
Thank God He didn't come to save the healthy, but the sick and dying (mark 2:17)
So my questions are answered and I rest in Gods word
Because all else is false, my only hope is the Lord



<3,

Becky